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0omisakio0 · 6 years ago

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YG fucked up

I still can't believe it. I feel as if it's a horrible dream and when I wake up, DoubleB's album will be up. It happened so fast, so suddenly. My heart still hurts. I'm devastated. I feel like I lost a part of my soul. At some point I did. When I was alone, his music was there. When I felt like the whole world is against me, his smile shined the brightest. When I was in a dark place, his passion reminded me you can do everything.

I don't personally support drugs. I don't trust them, I don't like them. But I do understand that claiming someone's a piece of shit just because he thought (repeat: THOUGHT) about drugs due to problems is ridiculous to me. Learn about the circumstances. Meet that person first. If you're judging another human jest because of something like that, you are the real cunt here.

And to people repeating he should have known better: I fully understand and respect that statement. Being an idol means you're constantly watched. But if you look closely, at him, his behavior, lyrics of his songs, you'll realise he surely have problems. Maybe even something mental due to all that shit he went through. And let me say something, a little explanation story: I have seasional depression. It comes and goes. I am taking medicine, so it's different now. But I thought about commiting suicide. Pure hatered for myself was filling my body day by day. I felt nothing, but misery. And you know what? When you're in that kind of state, which I believe Hanbin was at the time, you just don't give a single shit about consequences. Because at least once, you want to feel like you're the one making decisions, not those fucking demons in your head. Because maybe for a minute, which is more than generous, you want to feel like everything's fine; like you escaped that shitty reality you're obligated to live in. Only after that shit passes away, you think what might happen and what people may say about it. I don't want to decide whether it's a crime or not. I am trying to tell you that you should pay more attention to details rather then only its surface.

About members? They must feel so lost, confused and betrayed by YG. Yes, only him. Because I think Hanbin told them at least a bit about his problems. And they supported him. YG is oficially the biggest dipshit of the year. He didn't even talk about it with Hanbin, he surely didn't allow members to post anything about it. When all that messed up stuff saw the light of day, he basically covered one controversy up with the one that would bring a lot of attwntion. What, he suddenly released that shit after 3 YEARS!? Not to mention the unfamous drug dealer is a girl known for seeking as much attention as possible (while not caring if they are negative or not) and holding a grunge against YG. Way too fucking shady.

And letting them go on that Japanese tour anyway? Are you fucking nuts, YG?!?

First of all, did you even care about their feelings? They mental state? You just sent on tour a group that promised they'll be OT7 forever. Second, how the hell does he even imagine that? Every choreography is in sync and made specifically to match the rhytm. What, you're just going to tell the fans they should pretend there is not a single, empty spot in the whole dance? What about actual songs? We all know B.I has more or less big parts in them. You wanna cut them out? Play the original with Hanbin's voice in the background? Censor his rap and vocals? Give someone else his lines? That would be the dumbest one out of all other ideas. You know why, YG? Because Hanbin knows others' voices perfectly. He wrote it like that to make the track sound flawless. If someone covered his lines, it would be a very hearable disaster.

I love all members. I really do. Donghyuk is an amazing dancer. Bobby's rap is stunning. Vocalists' voices are one of a kind. But you can't ignore the truth. Hanbin is the heart, fillar, shoulders, veins and brain of this group. Nobody can match his leadership nor his commitment to it. You just kicked out a guy made out of gold out of your stupid agency.

Hanbin, I support you. I support iKON. I wanted to but all DVDs and albums, but now I'm conflicted because a single thought of that human scum getting my money makes me sick. You didn't shame us. You are not weak. No, if in the moment of pure pain you hold yourself and didn't take anything, you are way stronger than you think you are.

To dispatch: fucking comgratulation. You just ruined someone's life.

And I beg you people (or at least some of you), stop being so judgemental and close-minded, especially when it comes to drugs. Yes, they cause serious problems. But it depends on various elements. You for example may not agree if someone smokes a joint for fun, but in your opinion, do you really think a person being young and naive deserves to sit next to murderers, rapists and pedophiles? Do they harm other people that much?

Or in Hanbin's case- what if your close friend or a loved one/ family member wanted to take drugs due to serious problems, would you treat them like trash? If yes, you have no idea what being a friend/family is about.

At the end? I just hole, deep down, it will work out at the end. That we will see our boys together and happy. Because I want what's best for them. 7-1=0.

Well... that's most of the rumbling I needed to get out of my chest. Sorry for a long post. Stay strong, stay safe.

#SupportForiKON #SupportForHanbin

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airshipnotebooks · 8 years ago

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In this #architecturedrawing Cormac Phalen (@archy_type) gives us yet another cool looking stilthouse, which he sketched up in his car while waiting... for something. What kind of things can a person do while sitting idle for a period of time? Many people that follow us probably have a sketchbook or pad at the ready like Cormac did, to be pulled out for some quick sketches to keep you creative mind loose and limber. Other people might gaze out into their surroundings and "people watch" or take mental notes of interesting things in their surroundings. Yet still others might use that idle time to improve their mindfulness, letting their mind drift along as they focus their attwntion on a paeticular point or a particular thought. Then there are the select few that choose to do all three at the same time, blocking out all of the world but their sketching subject, following its edges and contours with naught but pencil on paper. I'm not saying that the last option is what Cormac did... it is MOST likely that he was not basing his stilthouse on a real place he was looking at, unless he was in some super interesting tropical locale. (If that's the case, please do share this interesting stilthouse civilization you've discovered, Cormac!) But regardless of whether the drawing was based on imagination or reality, it's obvious from Cormac's posts (both drawing related and non-drawing related) that he enjoys taking the time to appreciate those little details in life and architecture, as well as enjoy those little moments between appointments and destinations... and sketching whenever given the opportunity. Thanks for posting yet another great sketch, Cormac! I hope our followers can take a moment to appreciate... the moment, not matter how you choose to do it. Hope everyone has a great week! ::--✏--:: #architecture #architectural #architexture #sketching #architecturaldesign #sketchbook #mindfulness #drawing #doodling #mindfuldoodle #pencildrawing #blackandwhite #penandink #blackworks #conceptdesign #adventuring #rockclimbing #takeamoment #deepthoughts #archy_type [Original Post: https://www.instagram.com/p/BWpsCsFHEN2/; Artist: @archy_type]

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